Change...

Things are changing for me and yes for the good, new job, more income, ability to pay the bills. Yep change... but I feel like crap, anxious, depressed, nervous and overwhelmed. Although everyone says change is good, and I agree change can be good. It doesn't mean that it is easy or stress free. As of  this coming week things as I know them will be different. I know I'll adjust and do well with my new adventures. I'm just struggling right now, growing pains I guess. To be honest I appreciate others confidence in me , but it doesn't alleviate my own anxieties, self doubt and depression. It's hard to focus long enough to really write a descent blog right now about how I'm feeling, but as I adjust I'll write more.