Day 3, not as bad just gray

Okay I'm onto day 3 and I'm still fighting. I feel more like everything is in the same shade of gray. No real light spots and no really dark spots. I guess this is good but I have always hated the gray area of depression. It feels a bit oppressive, no laughter but, no crying, almost a lack of emotion. I was reading another blog yesterday and this person was speaking about just needing to have fun and that really hit home for me. I realized that over the last several months I have had no fun. My life has been focused on what I do as an Advocate and worrying about the things going on at home, my hubby being out of work, his depression, getting bills paid, my moms health, my brothers health and in all of this going on I can not remember the last time I really laughed. I miss laughing, I miss having fun and I miss the lightness it brings into my life. I'm not talking about roller coaster fun, just the small things that make you smile, the stupid things you see on TV that make you laugh. So if any of you know of good jokes, even blonde jokes, as I am a blonde and take no offence to them, please send them my way I need a good laugh. I will keep on trying and I am making a list of things I can do to bring laughter and joy into my life, but it has to be on a budget....